82. Graduation Week

PhotoGrid_1581322639093Dear readers,

This above picture was taken a long long time back when I had attended a workshop on photography that was organised by my college. This was the best picture of that day. I remember quite well that I didn’t really know how to click pictures and I was meddling with the settings on my camera and I ended up clicking this beautiful picture. This is one picture that I’m most proud of.

With regards to the week that went by, I’m still struggling with finding the motivation to do anything. All I want to do is sit and while away time. I have started working out (15 minutes a day at home). My sleep is getting better, I’m able to get at least 5-7 hours of sleep everyday. My appetite is also increasing. So things are not worse than last month and in fact taking a turn for the better.

Things that are priority for me this month are studying, reading books, working out and reducing social media usage. It’ll be the best month if I do these four things on a daily basis starting day after tomorrow (from 12th February).

In my previous blog (blog#81) I mentioned that I have my graduation in February. So my graduation is tomorrow (11th February). I’ll be getting my Bachelor’s of Science degree in Psychology. I didn’t get the marks because I didn’t work for them and I’m working towards not making the same mistakes in my PG. I’m ecstatic because I learnt a lot of things in this college where I did my bachelors. People claim that school is better than college for them but it was the other way around for me. I loved my college. I love the friends I made there (and I’m fully aware of the fact that they’re not going to be with me throughout my life but the memories I’ve made with them will be something nobody can take away). I like who I became after joining that college. I love my professors. So no, no regrets whatsoever.

Let’s hope that tomorrow and the next few weeks of this month goes by really well. Hope you all had a good week and hope you all have an amazing week ahead. Let me know thoughts in the comment section below.

Realistic Beginner.


  1. I’m a day fast your graduation so I’m really hoping it went well. Well done on getting to where you are and hoping you will get your new habits in place. I know they start hard, but they do get easier if you can push through. Make it work.


  2. Very beautiful picture. Looks peaceful, with a focus. Really love that!!

    🎊 Congratulations 🎊 for your graduation!! That is so incredible – enjoy every second of that moment!! As much as humanly possible! That’s amazing and you deserve it!!

    I’m glad you are doing well … My life beat me up for awhile… I have a lot of panic, nervousness and anxiety… I hide it as much as I can – except here…

    With everything I’ve been through I did need peace – I walked away from all social media and internet – I completely disconnected … at first it’s hard cause you are pulled to stay in touch and it just what’s avail so easily … but once you do it … I found incredible peace – I did not have any influences just myself – I could think clearly and I was going through things that I just wanted to do alone. I love my support and love my people … but I needed time. It is incredible peace, I stopped watching tv too… I couldn’t handle so many people in my life, bad things on tv – the news is never good, I was just tired from it all while I was being beat up from life. So I do love the peace ALOT!!!

    I will also say it has helped me strengthen my spirit… and now things are turning around for me… I did isolate myself and that made me nervous because I just don’t want to completely fall into that – that could be dangerous if you let it take you… so I started this blog just to write everything down and think through… it helps tremendously and helps me just release and not be completely isolated.

    SLOWLY I am stepping out from behind the curtain – I am still quiet a little bit – that’s more caution than anything else… But I can’t do social media at all yet… I have a lot of people trying to reach me and then friend requests – I just can’t right now – is too much. I don’t know how to explain that – but I get an extreme peace not dealing with it lol

    I know 🤨 that’s not good either – I will have to deal with it eventually … but when I am ready.

    I have been internet/social free since my last surgery … July 9th, 2019

    I wanted my peace, my privacy, my life had become too much and I needed to heal. So I fell off the face of the earth.

    For me was a good choice – without influences I have been able to heal… and get stronger – there are things that still can be heavy to me that I am unable to avoid… so when I finally get through everything – maybe I’ll be back? Not really sure cause I really love that peace and serenity – I miss the days before so much technology! (Not to sound old 🤨 lol)

    Anyway – it does allow you to heal and then brighten… well for me anyway

    Congratulations again!!! 🎈🎈🎈🎈 do try to take these incredible moments and enjoy/savor everything! Will think of you tmrw!! 🎊



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