74. Two Months Later

Dear Readers,

This blog, before it’s edits, actually turned out to be a rant about how overwhelming everything is in my life and how all I want to do is cry. But I deleted those words and rewrote the entire blog because honestly I don’t want to talk about those things that are affecting me. I am done with this negativity that my life revolves around right now.

I also wanted to write this blog again because I want to make my life better and I want to avoid speaking only about negative things. So here I am finding solace in the one thing that I truly enjoy doing. Writing a blog.

What have I been doing for the last two months. Well, in a nutshell, so much and so little. One good thing myself is that I’m becoming more and more confident with who I am and how I look. One bad thing that happening to me is that I’m getting extremely angry and frustrated, even for silly things. And more importantly, I’m tired all the damn time and I don’t usually find time for pleasurable activities.

I’m trying to get in touch with my feelings and I’m trying to sort things out. I’m sure it’ll take time. So currently all I’m trying to focus on is getting good marks for my internals next week. I’m also trying to get into the habit of doing yoga everyday.

How have you all been? What is up with you all? Hope your week was good. Hope you have a lovely weekend.

Regards,
Realistic Beginner.

14 Comments »

  1. Exhaustion and frustration are, sadly, not rarities in the college/university world. Those positives sound really good, though. Being more aware of how you’re feeling and “where” you are when the emotions happen is an important skill.

    I have become steadily busier with work, and the redo of my novel is going well.

    May you get good marks, and I hope you feel better soon!

    (Also, I do hope you were able to have a good cry at some point–it can be very helpful at times.)

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