Dear Readers,

I’m just writing because I felt like I wanted to write this most random blog ever. It’s 2 am right now. I’m sitting in my pajamas, listening to all my favorite songs. I’m in a really good place right now. I feel no stress what-so-ever.

My whole world has gone upside down. I don’t think I would be getting into the college that I really wanted to. I spent like my entire vacation on this, but because of the stupid mistakes I made while attempting those answers, I think getting into this college is now 10 times harder.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m definitely going to try again the next year. I really want that college and that course. Why? Because I really like that course and I love where it’s going to take me professionally. I made a decision and usually every time I failed, I’d just give up and go to the next best thing. But this time, I’m not giving up. I wanted that college, I’m going to that college. It might seems a little stupid, but I really want that course and college. I know it’s not going to be this year, but I’m going to try again next year when I’m a little more mature and I hopefully a little more confident with my answers.

What will I do in this one year? I have no bloody clue. I am waiting on results from another college. If I get into that, I’d be really glad. But if not, then I am pretty sure I’ll figure something out. Let’s just hope for the best now.

I just have to patiently wait and clean my room and do other household chores until I know my result. I need to start reading again. I have so many things planned for this month that I want to do, it’s going to be interesting and exciting.

Sorry for the random-est update. I just felt like writing something and keeping my blog a little bit active until I go back to my daily routine and get back to posting blogs weekly.

What have y’all been up to? What did you think about this blog? Please share your thoughts in the comment section below. Ciao ciao.

Regards,
Realistic Beginner.