6. Scattered Thoughts

Dear readers,

I can think of so many topics that I can write about. I just don’t know if I have anything concrete to say about them. And usually if I don’t have anything concrete to say, I don’t write. But, since I wanted to be consistent, I didn’t want to not write. So, I thought I’ll just write whatever comes to mind.

I don’t think many people know this about me, but I respect people who are loyal, to their work, to their family, to the people around them. And I respect people who are dedicated. Like, CEO’S, scientists, sports players, musicians, dancers, to name a few. I have massive respect for people who work hard and give their all to the work that they do.

I don’t aspire to be called famous. I don’t aspire to be called successful. I don’t aspire to be called a millionaire. I just want to be dedicated and loyal, to my work, to my family, to the people around me. It is because life is all about dedication and loyalty. At least that is what I believe in. I don’t want to waste my time and not dedicate myself to something just because I am lazy. Laziness is something I dislike about myself.

Because people like Elon Musk, Messi, Dhoni, did not get where they are, without dedication and hours of hard work. And laziness gets me nowhere. It’s not that I am comparing myself to great people like them or that I am too hard on myself for wanting more out of life, than I should. To be honest, I do want more from life. I want to work my butt off.

But the thing is, I know what I want. I just don’t know what to invest my time in. I am confused about that. I have a lot of things I can do and invest my time in. I want to do a lot of things. And that confuses me. I don’t know what to start with. Maybe I need to sit down and think logically about everything I want to do and how to achieve it.

Yes, sometimes going with the flow made me do amazing things, but I cannot just live my life without an end goal. I love making impromptu decisions, but for me to be where I want to be there should be some structure, because even my impromptu decisions have a structure. I just need to find the structure, I guess.

So, what does this Sunday’s post exactly try to convey to the readers? I guess I was trying to say that I have to work harder and be more productive. And that I was confused about what I want to do in the future. And I need to find structure. Thank you all for reading my posts. I would encourage each and every one of you to like, comment and share. See you, next Sunday. Have a great week ahead.

Regards,
Realistic Beginner.

24 Comments »

  1. I really like this introspective writing. I’ve felt the same way as your concluding thoughts about finding structure about all the things I want to do. Impromptu decision making is important too, especially since life is unpredictable, at times.

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  2. …wow, i know this is probs last sunday but…
    I have this exact same struggle in my life right now, i… i dont want to advertise buuuttttt…. this is more for you realistic thinker, i will be posting a blog that i am really just going to write “for you” i guess…. i just want you to know that reading this has, in a way given me some new found hope ad i thank you for that, will be following your posts from now on!
    yay! i guess…. :):):):)::):::)::))))))))))))))))))))

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  3. “But the thing is, I know what I want. I just don’t know what to invest my time in. I am confused about that. I have a lot of things I can do and invest my time in. I want to do a lot of things. And that confuses me. I don’t know what to start with. Maybe I need to sit down and think logically about everything I want to do and how to achieve it.” this so damn well resonated with me. Except I do know what to do and where to start. However, getting up an hour early and going to bed an hour earlier to get my own work done is such a hassle and my myopic view on getting short term gain that I forget the motivation for long term gain. Hence the year is ending and I have not sat down to think this through either.

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  4. This post is interesting, I think we all start inconsistent. But, with the sheer dedication, people find the way to a path that suits them. If you keep writing the random words it will feel effortless and keep going.  I used to be random thoughts. It was only through writing the random words that I become more organized within my writing, I can say it is a steep learning curve and never give up.

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