6. Scattered Thoughts
I can think of so many topics that I can write about. I just don’t know if I have anything concrete to say about them. And usually if I don’t have anything concrete to say, I don’t write. But, since I wanted to be consistent, I didn’t want to not write. So, I thought I’ll just write whatever comes to mind.
I don’t think many people know this about me, but I respect people who are loyal, to their work, to their family, to the people around them. And I respect people who are dedicated. Like, CEO’S, scientists, sports players, musicians, dancers, to name a few. I have massive respect for people who work hard and give their all to the work that they do.
I don’t aspire to be called famous. I don’t aspire to be called successful. I don’t aspire to be called a millionaire. I just want to be dedicated and loyal, to my work, to my family, to the people around me. It is because life is all about dedication and loyalty. At least that is what I believe in. I don’t want to waste my time and not dedicate myself to something just because I am lazy. Laziness is something I dislike about myself.
Because people like Elon Musk, Messi, Dhoni, did not get where they are, without dedication and hours of hard work. And laziness gets me nowhere. It’s not that I am comparing myself to great people like them or that I am too hard on myself for wanting more out of life, than I should. To be honest, I do want more from life. I want to work my butt off.
But the thing is, I know what I want. I just don’t know what to invest my time in. I am confused about that. I have a lot of things I can do and invest my time in. I want to do a lot of things. And that confuses me. I don’t know what to start with. Maybe I need to sit down and think logically about everything I want to do and how to achieve it.
Yes, sometimes going with the flow made me do amazing things, but I cannot just live my life without an end goal. I love making impromptu decisions, but for me to be where I want to be there should be some structure, because even my impromptu decisions have a structure. I just need to find the structure, I guess.
So, what does this Sunday’s post exactly try to convey to the readers? I guess I was trying to say that I have to work harder and be more productive. And that I was confused about what I want to do in the future. And I need to find structure. Thank you all for reading my posts. I would encourage each and every one of you to like, comment and share. See you, next Sunday. Have a great week ahead.